I finally broke out of my funk and drove my ass to the gym at 6:30am this morning. This was only the second time in ten days that I have worked out. Why is it so tough to get back on track??? I did about 75% of my usual routine. It felt great to be lifting weights again since I have been MISSING IN ACTION. I have been feeling like one big lazy piece of shit. I could tell that my energy level has dropped and I now need more sleep as a consequence. I haven't played any tennis in over three weeks. I have not done one spinning class in 10 days. GOD HELP MY LAZY FUCKING SELF! What is worse is that I have been literally PIGGING OUT on Taco Bell Mexican Pizzas, Taco Supremes, Double Decker Taco Supremes, Taco Salad, Jack in the Box Bacon Cheeseburgers, Jack in the Box Seasoned Curly Fries and anything else fattening I can get my hands on. WHAT IN THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??? GET BACK TO THE PROGRAM FATTY!!!!